I love Christmas break.
It truly is amazing.
Yesterday I went to the Christmas Market, which was a little bittersweet, since I'm still not sure if this will be my last time there -- but I compensated by buying a little souvenir for myself, just in case! (Thanks, Granny!) Then Austin and I went to a coffeeshop run by a missionary family at the school. I really enjoyed it; it was a great little place. The food and drinks are provided free, and they provide outreach to the visitors in Hungarian. Last night, it was a Christmas poetry reading done by local actors. I was pleasantly surprised at how much I could understand! I'm really glad I got the chance to see more of what our school families actually do in the community. Austin, Minkee, and I will be performing there in January, and I'm excited!
Then today I relaxed! I watched Elf this morning to get into the Christmas spirit, and then I did a little cooking. Mostly, though, I tried to set aside time to really seek the Lord. I realize now that I kind of had a militant attitude: ok, God, You're doing to tell me what to do next year, and I'm not getting up until You do! But it turned into a really great time of being reminded of God's faithfulness. So all that to say, I still don't have an answer, which is really frustrating, and I certainly still covet Your prayers! but I am not quite so stressed as I was before.
And I've been looking forward to this all day: I'm putting It's a Wonderful Life in my computer, which is currently hooked to Lisa's awesome LCD projector from the school! So I have a giant, wall-sized screen for my viewing pleasure, and I'll enjoy some tea and Ikea cookies while I watch George Bailey remember that life is, in fact, wonderful.
And it is.
2 Comments:
Indeed, it is!!
:) Mama
Sometimes we can't hear God's voice because we are too busy listening to our own. God's direction is plain. It is only when we question His way do we question our own way. God rarely acts in big ways in our lives. Generally He leads us day to day.
Don't confuse your confusion with God's plan. Sacrifice may just be leaving your comfort zone to face new challenges back where you came from. Serving God isn't a sacrifice. Forsaking our own will is where the sacrifice comes.
I am praying for you.
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